@zeus I’ve been having that problem too! Not for that long but it took a freaking half a year to get an appointment for a scan. And trying to get a treatment in public medicine is like trying to break a wall with your head. I’ve been thinking about going to a chiropractor too after watching some videos.
Doctors just treat you like a part of their routine and it’s annoying af.
I’ve started listening to the Alex Jones Show and the Knowledge Fight podcast which goes over everything he says and analyzes and debunks it etc. The two guys who do the podcast were present in Austin for the defamation case and interviewed the attorneys for the plaintiffs.
Signed up for a year of Sam Harris’ subscriber content for $30 which is a steal when he wants $15 a month without a discount which would be…$180 a year so you’re saving $150. I got it because I really want to go back to the beginning days of the podcast in 2011 when his book where he argues that we can radically simplify our lives and improve society by merely telling the truth in situations where others often lie came out and listen to all of his solo episodes.
If it weren’t for Sam I wouldn’t have became an atheist, freed myself from the shackles of organized religion and gotten rid of a lot of trauma, fear, and anxiety that comes with it, especially as a teenager. Sam’s The End of Faith, Richard Dawkins The God Delusion, and the late Christopher Hitchens God is Not Great helped shape the man I am today. All of my spirituality seem to have came from my years and years of admiring and learning from the beliefs of SUGIZO. 
The space whale is pretty well versed in a litany of various religious and spiritual things. If it weren’t for him I’d have never explored sacred geometry for one thing.
Just to follow up on this, in addition to SI joint issues I have a herniated disc at L5 and possible hip issues. Got a referral for an MRI so let’s do this 
Aww. Don’t be down. Also get rid of that doctor she seems to be more harm to you than good. Believe it or not, some people in this world just don’t get it.
Anyone else think Kpop music fans are racist? Like they have a thing against Japanese Rock, Japanese music, or the Japanese?
I tried to create an account on AllKPop and just for mentioning Japanese music and steering it away from Kpop they banned my account. What is ridiculous is most KPop fans love anime so mentioning JRock music is not out of line.
Or is it just me?
I can’t speak to that, specifically, but I’ve always found it funny how you have KPOP fans that dislike and trash American (read: “Black”) hip hop & r&b, but lose their fucking minds when “cute” Korean boys do the same shit. Granted, there are definitely some nuances between the expressions of “Black” music and KPOP, but the latter would not exist without the former. So that’s about as asinine as cherishing the fruit, but not the tree that bear the fruit.
Some would even say that about a decade ago, there were a significant bunch of fair-weather visual kei fans who went from being 100% J-rock fans to 100% k-pop fans virtually overnight and began shitting on the scene they spent years simping and buying cheki for. To some of these fans, it’s absolutely impossible to like both Japanese and Korean things, so they pick one and make it their whole identity. Anyone secure enough in their bag to like both and talk about both makes them feel insecure, so 부팅을 얻을 시간!
I would like to think we’d treat you much better here, but you’ll have to stay for a few decades and find out for yourself.
When you patiently try to explain that you feel random sent-directly-from-hell nerve/muscle/idk discomfort/pains that are making you go crazy and that you need help with it, and hope that others understand but they swear you’re lying, and before you know it you’re like “htghsrajPAIN SMASHES HEAD ON THE TABLE weeps contorts intensifies” and then they don’t, like … connect the dots. Dentist / dad stop getting mad at me for being in pain challenge (also life turned me into a clown since I often feel like crap and don’t want to complain bc it only makes things worse, but then it keeps getting worse and some people look and go “aww clearly she is lying about the pain, look at how healthy she is, even making jokes 
” 
I am trying … to find reasons to smile. thanks )
Man aside from forced listening to others dumb opinions today was a good day! Man oh man it feels good and even though I don’t look the part it seems I’m the oldest member in the community that resurfaced so bought friends too and it was fun all around. But I gotta say listening a girl my age genuinely laugh is so cute I can’t stop laughing! I mean she has a cute voice that’s all. Got close to people I’ve never been able to get close in half a decade in less then a week! And it seems that unless I repent nothing good will come out my words and I’m riding on the shame of good-hearted people who pray and wish for me. I know the piece of shit I am but this is it, the last step. There is no going back, when I renew my murican visa I will venture out once more. With more pain and despair, a love that is so fast that sadness can’t keep up! By the way… I know no one normal does this but please don’t be stoic in stressful situations with a carefree attitude I speak from experience when I say you will be cast out like a leper not that I mind. You see I don’t want to do this alone because it need true love, and sadly I don’t have that only God’s love that I have never repented or paid back, like prophet Joseph who was chases by the world when he rejected his destiny until he gave up his antics, like mohammed when he was depressed that God wasn’t talking with him anymore thinking he hates him. But that’s the thing as much as I am religious I fucking hate it. I don’t mind all the falsehood told about me, as long as I know there people worth in this world I will reach back in my memories, I have to remember every minute because its so easy to forget and be lost. But I can only hope that this is fate. Old friends faces start fading and I’m changing. Let’s fill our cups together. Hey I’ve been meaning to ask, is it perfectionist waiting for someone that is patient and understand then to try to change them? Hear me out a person who I know is very experienced about ANYTHING told me in anger when I said that “it fills me with sorrow that most people will never change” and he said change is the law of life. But after talking about my “adventures” he kinda fell silent when he admitted what I said. Yeah I’m a beacon of positivity
Listening to Madmans Esprit for the first time and it was long overdue. Once I got over my elitist “I only listen to Japanese music.” and the whole “If it’s not Japanese it’s not Visual Kei” I gave them a shot and they’re not bad, but I’m not sure about Korean, maybe I’ll get used to it over time, just feels like Japanese is (sounds crazy I know) a more beautiful language for music and it flows better. Anyway, I’m enjoying the ride discovering this band or is it a solo project with support members? @_@;
It used to be Kyuho Lees Solo project until the support members that joined became fixed members - so they are a full band now. I think that change happened sometime after the release of the “Nacht” album.
Some might be. Personally i think KPop fans have some heavy superiority complex towards JPop and JRock. They seem to try and be better than absolutely everybody else and can’t aknowledge that not everything they do is “oh so original”
There are Kpop fans who are different, i know that, but unfortunately the problematic ones are the loudest.
Also AllKpop is total trash from my knowledge, believe you’re better of anywhere else then there. The only thing you’d get to hear is how ugly TK is and how he can’t sing etc from them.
I’m still really surprised that they all actually followed through on the bet and posted their Tempantsu. The StarsJP senpai joining them in solidarity even though they won was really sweet as well.
I was listening to The Gazette’s album DOGMA and it sounds a lot like UnsraW’s albums Spiral Circle -Complete- and Abel/Kein. Never really noticed before I guess because they came out 7 years apart.
Always so proud of Yama-B when I listen to Fate of the Sadness, when he somehow crams three Iron Maiden references in three consecutive lines.
I feel overwhelmed and I dont know what to do
Portals to Hell with Jack Osbourne isn’t that bad, different compared to the macho energy and presentation of Ghost Adventures, but yeah. I want to see his UFO special soon.
The Beagel chart and the 10 year outlook for covid is unnerving.
Yoshiki is and will be the only Visual Kei artist to have ever met Queen Lizzie.