Probably in the ISS.
hi
The live adaptation of Diddy Kong Racing is looking good
had a nightmare that Veil of Maya released a song called “Cynic,” thus making “Veil of Maya” by Cynic un-googleable.
(not really, but this thought made me laugh & i had to write it down somewhere)
Oh boy. Reminds me of a shitty forum where someone’s whole philosophy was based on an institutionalised loser which is supposedly one of the worlds foremost classics who never touched grass writing a book like mein kampf and pride and prejudice (books like me babbling except its not interesting or fun) explaining why humans are faulty to begin with. Ofc I was brutal with the truth because it makes me so angry that these animals have it all yet people more worthy struggle each day with poverty and homelessness. Wishful thinking they don’t matter no need to think about them but I really wanna say Im scared of being lied to. Yeah yeah childish thoughts of imitation like insanity but put the whole country through a psyche exam and half of it will come out insane. Discord or order what’s the difference? Endless discussions, infinte trivial topics with nothing In mind or end. I’ll spare the lectures because I know the power of words to the knowing ear. Would anyone really want to hear the truth?
Hear this. Anyone I ask on where I should go to country wise, Europe or America they all say the same thing. America. Because ask me and I would say the same. I can’t get a straight answer. I always went by the motion that “This can’t be it, these people must be tricking me, they know things I don’t” or “They’re just mocking me” then someone I talked to said the same and as usual he’s not taking it seriously then the conversation came towards love and I just said outright “I doubt you can make anyone happy let alone a girl” then he calls me an asshole and finally tells me the truth. He’s a sad pathetic shit which I gained nothing from. What a waste of fucking time. There’s something to be made of this. Maybe I should finally make my move. But I’m not sure if I should go right into it or I should prepare myself. I’m not sure. indecision is one of the worst fates ever.
So I ask you, should I go to America or Europe?
Mostly Germany and Czech Republic.
Would it matter? All paths lead to serenity.
I just need to choose.
Most people I see who laughs instinctively tend to truly smile when I talk even when I’m not joking. I just told her my analysis and it was such a cute and good natured laugh. I wish I had true love in me to hold them all together. Maybe someone like that is out there. Respect is love. Nothing else will bring it together. Not naive blind affection. Like a rose. Beautiful yet prickly. While I was reading the muhatasar I read that the 27th commendment a Muslim is warned is not to show enemies any love. No matter how close you get, all they want is your suffering. For some reason this made me so sad even I can’t explain. I said that most people will never change that they are too far gone but to see these written in stone. Maybe I wish I wasn’t right.
im currently experiencing the worst throat pain since the last time i had tonsillitis. i apparently should drink lukewarm drinks, but that makes it 100% worse. the only thing i can drink without much pain is tea with honey
What exactly are you trying to communicate?
Just remembered that I got ordained to officiate weddings last year as a goof.
(now taking bookings)
Same. I forgot about it at one point and never got around to paying the fee.
When my throat is sore, I straight up just pour honey down my throat and it’s so fucking good, try it. Milk is also really soothing since it kinda coats your throat (no low fat or 2%! Go for the full-fat kind!).
A good tea I can recommend is Ginger Lemon Honey. Ginger has some anti-inflammatory properties so can help with the discomfort in addition to the honey. I’d use fresh ginger for the most potent effect.
Hope you feel better
Throat coat tea is a revelation.
I need that outfit Kyo wore in that live, ANDROGYNOUS-view of the acro- performance of VINUSHKA , i hope i can buy it somewhere
Enjoying this update to the haptic feedback in iOS 16.
Roasting edamame.
When I get the urge to check out what Nil’s up to after five years or more, literally everything at Nil Due Nil Un is sold out.