But I have taken 2 shots with the same band before where we would be fighting each other based on nothing in particular other than Pinterest memes, so I figured it was something in the same direction but edgier
in 2019 a young woman stabbed her host in a hotel room and the reason given was that she just loved him too much. the host also said he didn’t blame her or something like that. it was was a big deal on the news for several weeks.
I imagine an emotionally stable and well adjusted individual is able to cry a little bit every once in a while when they feel like it. That, sadly, is not me and I have to bottle up every single thing until I hit a breaking point and get a two hour crying spell every five to ten years.
Please let me at least get a good night’s sleep so I can hopefully feel better tomorrow.
I feel you on that one because I haven’t had a good night’s sleep in years. I survive on around 4 hours of sleep every night and short naps during the day.
last time I cried of actual sadness for a whole hour, I felt terrible physically !! for a week. Somehow transformed into a anxiety attack that kept being felt physically for a week ( feeling weak, left hand tingling, not being able to do a lot of effort or i’d feel disconected to my body ) ( now that i’m enumerating all those things it sounded pretty alarming lol I wonder if it wasn’t something more serious :l … )
but then I had my period a week after and it was as if I was lying lol
all that to say that since that day, i’ve been " managing " my emotions and trying not to get overwhelmed by it to not be in that situation again :l so maaaaaybe it’s a bit of a " good " thing even tho it doesn’t seems like it
I wish I could cry the way I used to. But lately, whenever I cry, the aftermath is a horrible headache that’s so unbearable it makes me want to bang my head against the walls. Last night I cried in the shower because I was exhausted and simply didn’t have the energy left to cook dinner for two. As a result, I woke up twice during the night with a headache. If I ever end up having a stroke, I honestly won’t be surprised.