These past few years away from the band made me realize something: five people born into different circumstances, sharing tears and laughter, sometimes fighting and hurting each other, yet dreaming the same dream through one shared music—that’s an incredible miracle.
After disappearing from the spotlight, I threw myself into work, desperate to sever my ties to music.
But no matter how much success I achieved, no matter how wealthy I became, no matter how lavishly I lived, my heart remained restless and unsettled. Yet, unable to fix it alone, I kept lying to myself to get by.
Of course, we each have our own lives now, living in different places. Touring like we used to, moving on packed schedules, might be difficult. But this time, I want to pour everything left undone into this, to live a life without regrets.
I don’t care about selling records or becoming famous anymore. I just wanted to make music one more time with this pure, unblemished feeling we had when we first met.
I’m truly grateful to the members who brought me back into this world.
And to everyone who waited for us, thank you so much. I finally feel like I can live honestly with myself.
Sena used to be a host and subsequently a host-club owner. I haven’t looked into it, but he’s apparently some millionaire business-owner in Kabukichou, so still doing the same thing methinks.