Pickelhaube VK … When???
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RLs that caused me trauma and a stroke seem to have found my shitpost Reddit account and bc of the stalkers I haven’t slept well in 1mo+
Also still unemployed
Send help before I kms
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I’m so conditioned to roll my eyes at people crying “Album of the year!” at things, I just rolled my eyes over someone doing that towards the album I’ve got penciled in for AOTY.
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as a part of my str8ppl ally volunteer duties, I officially ship medicare-papi with Shanley…
“they were speaking about it on tanuki. i cant speak a single word in jpn, don’t know how to use tanuki, so i have no proof”
ah yes tanuki, where we should all be getting our sources from. everything there is 100% true, nobody ever goes on the internet and tells lies or stretches truth
i hate twitter dot com
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Do you guys think Kyo is a special person? Like he has a bit “godly aura”, “mystical”, or just special in a good/some way - after all this years and everything he has done? He must have done hundreds of various crazy looks to express himself, releasing poems, doing all kind of various projects, going absolutely nuts in music videos that no one ever has done before. Oboro is one example, he gets born and murdered by his mother.
I can go on but what do you think about him? Please dont just be a bit “mean” 
now guys & gurls, for me he has really been a big inspiration for like 10+ years. I can’t imagine a world without him.
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In my opinion, Kyo is an out of the norm guy at the opposite of japanese conventions. A mystical and natural aura emanates from him. He is truly apart on the japanese vk/metal scene.
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I found a good quality/restored version of my pfp on Tumblr, I am unstoppable now
Edit: also I wasn’t even searching for Kurt Wolff, I was searching for info on Konstantin Krefft, but I take what gets thrown at me
the tanuki rumors thread is the worst thread on this site
im negl that thread makes me laugh so bad when i feel down. i treat it like weekly world news (rip my fave tabloid. it had super fake articles like ALIENS ABDUCT CHEERLEADERS and DID KING TUT DIE WHILE DUI???.. i miss it). however, critical thinking skills are dead for a lot of people, so it doesn’t surprise me they take tanuki 100% as gospel. people, especially teens, want to be told things now and shown what to believe in and how to think imo. hell i could probably photoshop some shit and be like im dating this person in an upcoming band and have at least 10 people believe it, 1 person would be like OMG I DATED HIM TOO and 1 person would write a 25 tweet symb0£ w0rd$ about how they groomed their dog.
one also has to remember the very early days when it was 
super exclusive:sparkles: and we had one or two people running tumblr blogs translating cherry picked threads that are long gone. like now we realize it’s bull but back then it was like, the “my dads uncles friend works at nintendo” version of gya. you just felt like in a “cool club”, imo. at least i did, i was 14 and stupid 
it just. amazes me. why would you say “its all over tanuki, i cant read japanese or access it so i cant prove it”. like okay??? then. why mention it. just be like, i haven’t heard anything what i can see… some people
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Updates:
It’s really just that.
This world is kinda funny to the point that I think it’s an elaborate joke sometimes and by funny I mean tricky and nonsensical and by elaborate joke I mean … hopeless basically. Because see I can’t express myself or I risk being hated by randos who somehow find ways to fuck me up I can’t keep quiet either or they will step on my ass . Am supposed to slave off working but no job wants me and when I am employed my health gets so bad I’m forced to quit, so if I keep trying to be employed I will be hated when I get sick and if not I will have no money and there’s nothing the riches hate more than the NEETS . I suppose there should be a way out in not having to care for what others think and I seem to have this talent too much, so much that I annoy them to the point of making them go violent but never to the point of having them shoot a gun to my temple In short literally what the f am I even doing here lol like literally what … why am I one of the fucked up ones why ARE there fucked up ones the fact that some people will even say xD in my next life xD like they could endure another round of this only gives me confidence in my prayers cuz there’s gotta be something to **** them up
Anyways these sorts of thoughts are what’s in my head as I laugh and yell and dance like a maniac <333 I look okay yup ^-^ treating the intrusive thoughts like it’s just background noise 
on the matter of Tanuki omg those stupid tumblrs were so fun miss them lol on the topic of the other dude eh I guess ppl like him being regarded as special is why I am tormented lol good thing this stuff is full of tormented people too … s/o to Ryo from Baroque because that’s what my brain is playing to save me from bad depression
Edit: okay nvm more or less better thank Ryo <3 sometimes all us SSRI resistant depressed ppl need are lyrics 
Honestly the fact that my insurance refuses to give me therapy for autism issues unless I go throu a SECOND neuropsych battery tho? Bro I cried thinking I need someone who will love me like my mom did for 3 months before I realized what I really wanted was a job referral / hint / any help … if that’s not autism ……
Leaving aside the unearthly concerns into the earthly ones: my Liz Lisa bolero has been in laundry for three weeks lol that shit is being sold forlike $200 secondhand I need $ to eat please be well.
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There are a lot of foreign gya who were too impressed by tanuki and even now living in their wet dreams to f:heart:ck their honmei, like if amount of the band merch or headbanging in the front of him will make them the special ones. Their twitter threads are just epic, “I’m living in Japan for 6th months and I’ll tell you EVERYTHING ABOUT THE GYA CULTURE 
”
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Like, isn’t it a n unhealthy parasocial relationships or something… who I am to judge them, ahh.
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my only dream is to challenge hitsugi and tora to shrimp eating contests, lose miserably and pass out in an alleyway. i wake up in the alleyway incredibly confused, horrendously hungover and go to do it again, like some avant garde groundhog day…i can dream…
PLEASE why did i hear the “i’ll tell you about gya culture” in the tiktok ai voice 
i should find some of those bios but i feel like i’d be like 
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i see so many of them on my feed. they go to lives for a few months and suddenly they’re experts in gya culture lmao. then you have the young girls who think they’re actually going to “date” the bandmen if they go to japan lol.
pls he’s a loser with a part time job who lives off money from women and lives in a 1R, stop thirsting over him
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Haha this… few times I was close to “learn japanese a bit better, get into society outside live house or your language or something school and find a job, then we’ll talk about your opinion of being the part of the culture and social phenomenons”, but it such a waste of time 
it’s always the people who barely speak japanese who are making bangya “guides” and calling themselves experts lol. It’s kinda annoying but I’m just glad that none of them go to the same bands as I do 
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True, true 
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Don’t you dare to destroy my wet dreams. One day I will swim to Japan and when I arrive I shall sing my siren song and all the bandomen will crowd around me and wet body mermaid body and we shall sink together down to Atlantis, where we shall celebrate wet parties
…
Man I should write fanfictions 
(joke)
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Don’t put ideas in my head. I am a very good swimmer 
I could swim over there, seduce Miyavi and Hazuki (which - obviously - will be very easy ) and live in a happy love square with them and my boyfriend (who, magically, will be completely cool with that situation). I will also inspire Miyavi to make good music again.
Sooo…if Miyavi’s next album is better that his current one, you all know who to thank for that 
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